Being on Set for Jamie Marks is Dead

At the end of this past week, I took a spontaneous trip to upstate New York to visit the film set for the movie “Jamie Marks is Dead” which is based on my first novel, One for Sorrow. The director and script writer, Carter Smith, had sent me an email earlier in the week inviting me to come see things in action if I had the chance, and since it was Spring Break week at my university, I hurried to finish up some other tasks I had on my desk, then got in the car to head across the great sea of hills and endless highway of Pennsylvania.


It’s an interesting thing, visiting a film set. They’re another world entirely, in a couple of different ways. For one, it was a foreign thing to me, a writer, who is used to spending the majority of his life behind the screen of a computer in a room with his door closed. But beyond that, film sets are a created world, where personal assistants pick you up at the hotel to drive you to that day’s location, a double wide trailer in a rural area that has seen better days, much like my own hometown, and when you get to that location, there is a dead deer’s carcass hanging from a basketball hoop. Which, honestly, wasn’t really surprising, and seemed the perfect detail. The novel I wrote was set in a rural town like the one I grew up in, and though my dad, an avid hunter, never hung his deer from a basketball hoop, they did hang to drain out in our garage.

But there were no personal assistants back then like I had taking me to the set, where we had to wait outside on the front porch because they were filming at that very moment inside. When they were finished, a chain of command that originated somewhere deep in the house circulated the word “cut” through a variety of channels, mostly through audio receivers attached to various crew members’ belt loops, and the door was opened for me to enter into the living room of the doublewide, which was were I was given a headset and placed in front of a monitor to watch as they began immediately to film again.


In front of me, I saw two teenage boys, one standing up from his unmade bed to go over and discover that the ghost of a former almost-friend who had recently been found dead was half-naked and hiding in his closet. I knew those boys immediately, and the lines they were saying in that moment. They were words I’d written nearly ten years ago, as I worked on the first draft of One for Sorrow as a 27 year old, and hearing those words performed in front of me on the monitor, all I could do was stand there and feel my jaw drop open in shock.

I’d known, obviously, that my book was being adapted into a film for several years now, but knowing something and realizing something are two different things. One is cerebral knowledge, the other is knowledge incorporated into one’s integral reality. I was just then, seeing all of this manifest in front of me, realizing that my book was really being made into a movie.

When the scene was done a second time, a break was taken, and the director came out to meet me. Carter and I had spoken on the phone five or six times in the past couple of years, and had exchanged emails at various times between phone calls, so we had a passing familiarity with each other’s voices, at least. But it felt good to finally stand in front of him, this other writer and director who had read my book when it first came out in 2007 and loved it so much he became determined to make it into a film. We talked briefly, I smiled a lot, feeling a bit like a kid getting a wish made into reality, and then the filming began again.


Carter Smith and Madisen Beaty, who plays the ghost of Frances Wilkinson.

I took a dinner break with the cast and crew (which was actually their lunch break). They work 10-12 hours days, and take breaks every six hours like clockwork. Meals are served in what seemed like a horse camp’s mess hall, and I ate with Carter and the two main leads, Cameron Monaghan and Noah Silver, who play Adam McCormick and Jamie Marks respectively. They were all really welcoming, and we talked about the movie, the book, their work as actors. Noah wanted to know what my high school life had been like, because the story they were playing out is a bit, well, I guess intense? I laughed. I’m used to that question. My growing up was not as intense as Adam McCormick’s and Jamie Marks’, but there’s an emotional truth from what being a teenager felt like in the book that I was able to talk about. The ghosts and talking shadows and dead space of the novel are all, for me, metaphorical extensions of my interior adolescent world.

I spent the rest of the evening behind the screen of a monitor, watching another scene acted out over and over, from different camera angles. And no matter how many times I watched them do the same scene over, it was overwhelming for me. A lot to process. The second scene I saw made that night was the first time Adam gives Jamie a word, which in the magical logic of the book can help Jamie live a little longer, find meaning in his afterlife on earth for a little longer.


But at some point in the evening, Carter’s assistant, Robin, took me over to a side room with a laptop to watch a roughly edited scene they had finished the day before. It was a scene that had the majority of the main cast in it–Adam and Jamie, Judy Greer playing the character Lucy, who has paralyzed Adam’s mother in a drunk driving accident, and Liv Tyler, playing Adam’s mother. It was a scene that was both desperately funny as Judy Greer’s shadow said all of the things Lucy herself wouldn’t say out loud (very cool special effect) and desperately sorrowful, as Liv Tyler’s Linda calls over her son, who seems to have gone off the rails completely, to make sure he knows that he’s the most important thing in her world.


As I watched, I couldn’t help laughing, and then couldn’t help but tear up a little as Liv Tyler gave a gut-wrenching emotional performance amid Judy Greer’s darkly humorous ranting. Seeing that rough-cut, I knew that this film was going to be stunning, that Carter was making something magical with it.

It’s an adaptation, so there are some differences in the script from the novel itself, but that’s the nature of adaptations. But what I like about this adaptation so much is that even when there’s a scene that isn’t in the book itself (there are a few), Carter has taken dialogue or details from scenes original to the book and transplanted that material into the new contexts. So there’s something old and something new mingling together, the original and the adapted versions tied together. It’s smart and remains faithful to the novel in that way, even as it occasionally diverges from the novel’s sequences. I couldn’t feel like I have a more faithful and thoughtful adaptor.

I spent the night, then had breakfast with Carter the next morning, then headed home, though I could have stayed for longer. I was still a bit stunned by everything I’d seen the day before, and processing all of it, a little starry-eyed. Also, I had convinced myself I could find the set on my own and when it came time to find it on my own, it was trickier than I’d thought. Since I had a long drive home, though, I decided to turn the gps on and head in that direction, with my head still full of images from the night before.

I never thought I’d have a chance to be on a film set, let alone on the set for a book of my own being made into a movie. This life is surprising, even when you think it can’t surprise you any longer.


I’m home again, and now it’s time to get back to writing. One thing the set visit gave me was a spark of inspiration. I’m working on one of the last revisions of my next novel. And who knows? I can’t say now that someday, I might have the chance to make another visit to a different set for a different book of mine being made into a movie. I’ll say it’s unlikely, but I’ve already had too many unlikely things happen to me in this brief life of mine to say with any certainty that something strange and wonderful won’t happen to me. I’ve learned that it’s really stupid to say the word “never.”

If you’re interested in seeing photos from the film set, go to google and search the term “#jmid”. You’ll find hundreds of photos from cast and crew and the director hash-tagged online, on Instagram mostly, but also attached to twitter etc.


17 responses to “Being on Set for Jamie Marks is Dead”

  1. Karen Avatar

    It’s been wonderful to see the evolution of how you and your life have changed through the creation of this novel, and it’s thrilling to see it emerge freshly into the world in this new way. I’m so proud of you!

    1. Christopher Barzak Avatar

      Thank you, Karen! xoxo! This damned book has functioned as a device that forces me to take stock of my life every few years at this point! Would have been so much better had I not written it. j/k 😉

      1. Karen Avatar

        I’d say you’re doing okay, li’l bro. 🙂

  2. Jeffrey Puccini Avatar

    I don’t know if you watched, “The Rockford Files” like I did. Rockford lived in a dilapidated trailer in the parking lot of a sea-food restaurant on the beach near Malibu. On visits there, I’d frequently visit the spot where the trailer sat when the series was filmed. Of course the trailer was long gone, but it was a nice secluded beach. The last time I went there, to my amazement, Rockford’s trailer appeared. I had to rub my eyes and pinch myself. No one was around. I went to the front door and peered in the window. I was intimately familiar with everything I was seeing for the first time, Rockford’s desk, with answering machine, rollo-desk, and photo of his dad, “Rocky”. I saw the cookie jar on the counter that contained his pistol. I couldn’t understand what was happening. Just when it felt like my soul was going to leave my body, a man approached and explained that they were shooting a Rockford Files movie. He let me go inside and sit at Rockford’s desk.
    ….Seeing your brain-child fleshed out has got to be a thousand times better!

  3. Don Sutton Avatar

    When I first read the book, I thought it would make a great movie. But, I never dreamed it would happen. Then again, down the street Yoda was born.

    1. Christopher Barzak Avatar

      Don, I know, right? Thank you!

  4. Robert Levy Avatar
    Robert Levy

    What an amazing experience, Chris! Very inspiring… Thanks for peeling back the curtain on the process and giving us a peek!

    1. Christopher Barzak Avatar

      Robert!! Thank you!

  5. fusakota Avatar

    Really OMEDETOU!!!
    For the film you used the word ‘adopt’, but I feel the film is your own ‘grandchild.’
    Hope he grows up in good health!

    1. Christopher Barzak Avatar

      Thank you, Thank you! I hope so too! 🙂

  6. Grazia Avatar

    Hi Christopher,

    Is there any hope to see One for Sorrow translated in italian (and in our libraries)? Now that there is a movie, so many people here want to read your book, but for someone english could be a problem. Thank you so much!!

    1. Christopher Barzak Avatar

      Hi. Actually One for Sorrow has already been published in Italy. It has a different title there: “La Voce Segreta Dei Corvi”. It was published in Italy in 2008, so hopefully you can find it in libraries there!

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  8. Troy Avatar

    The movie was great! I live in use to live in upstate NY, what town or city was the movie shot in?

  9. B.A.Böz Avatar

    Amazing story. Its always refreshing to see original and unique thought portrayed in words and on screen.

    1. Christopher Barzak Avatar

      Thank you so much!

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